That's the question which haunted me for almost a year after Navya's DS diagnosis.
And here I am with my soon to be 2 yr old. And I still wonder WHY ME???
Only the tone of the question is different now :)
During the initial days I read all these wonderful blogs; wherein people had told how they are gifted and happy with their kids. The immature ME thought it’s just a way of consoling so that you don’t miss what you don’t have.
I was wrong. I was so very wrong. My own daughter has proved me wrong.
If there is any new Parent reading this now, trust me you will feel the some if not already in few days/months. Just hang on there.
When I look in those Mischievous Eyes
When I hear her Laugh
When I hear her calling me Mimi (oh I love this one so much. First EM.. then MaMaMa.. now Mimi.. Loving everybit of it)
When I see her engrossed in her Play
When I see her giving someone generous warm Hugs and Kisses
When I see her Waving to Strangers
When I see people Waving and Smiling back at her
When I see her Praying
When I see her Smiling
When I see this little doll Dancing
I wonder WHY ME???
God, do I deserve so much of Love and Joy?